Struggling With Your Submissive Side

Fighting WITH YOUR Subjugated SIDECustom clip request Part of me truly wants to explore and embrace my subordinated side. I introduce myself as a Switch to everyone, but in reality I feel like Im 95 Dominant and 5 submissive. All right maybe 95Submissive and 5 dominant. Part of me really wants to embrace my submissive side and be taken care of the only way a DomDomme seems to be able to. But its very hard for me to actually feel submissive to now Im feeling incredibly frustrated both sexually and emotionally because I want to embrace my submissive side and be submissive..Im driving myself nuts sexually, emotionally and mentally by being unable to embrace this aspect of my Ds side.